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Gah. My period is “late”. I’m usually 28 days, sometimes 29 and every once in a blue moon it’s longer than that. Today is 29 days and it’s not here. Usually if it comes later it comes first thing in the morning. I feel crampy, but I’ve felt that on and off the last couple days. I did take a test on Tuesday but I guess it could’ve just been too early–I’ve only gotten positives when I was already late before.

The thing that is messing with my head the most is that I keep thinking I’ve gotten it, running to the bathroom to check and then NOTHING. I even put a liner on yesterday because I was sure that I had it. This is one of the things I really remember from being pregnant with The Bean. I didn’t test until I was a week late because it never really occurred to me that I could actually be pregnant. I had tons of cramps and kept feeling moist like it had started. I remember running to the bathroom a billion times because I could’ve sworn it started.

I don’t really have any symptoms, but I don’t really have PMS either aside from being crabby and tired. I really don’t think I’m pregnant, but you know, when you’re late, you can’t help but hope. I kind of hope that it comes soon if I’m not so I can stop obessesing. If it doesn’t come today I’ll take another test in the am. The last one I took wasn’t FMU so maybe that was the problem.

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

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